Sometimes there's just too much guilt in this world.

I don't blame you, i really don't. I know i couldn't be there for you when you needed me. I feel so much guilt for making you cry, again and again. Somehow, hearing you're with someone new gives me closure. Now, i know you wouldn't be lonely anymore. You wouldn't be crying anymore. Friends ask me: how is it that you feel better after learning she's with someone new? Honestly, i don't know. I guess when you really love someone, you want them to be truly happy. Never thought it was possible, but now i know it is.

At the very least, now i know what it feels like to experience true love; the kind that makes you glad as long as you know she's happy. And I'm thankful for that.

Of course, there are nights when i still think of us. The crazy things we've done, the happy times we've been through. I think of the wonderful memories; of whisking you off to a corner and kissing you, of lying beside you and just watching you sleep.

I just need one last promise, and please keep this one. *hook last fingers*

Promise me that you'll be happy. Thats all I really need.

Promise me your happiness.